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Wednesday, May 5, 2010

The Living Saga of Garvin Smith - Are you Dying to Read It? Part 13

Okay Greg, you asked for it.
AND I promised an update after my last treatment so here it is:
The treatment was a breeze (or so I thought).
There were no ill side effects . . . initially.
However, the side effects appear to be somewhat delayed this time.
I was not fatigued initially. But by Monday I was more tired than usual. Overall not bad though. The first time I was wasted. This time I was only slightly weakened.
The first time I had bad constipation. This time I used preemptive measures: eating prunes and drinking large amounts of prune juice. However, by today the constipation is getting worse. I let up on the prunes and now I am plugging up!
Today, for the first time I'm starting to get sores in my mouth again. Tomorrow at my Rituxan treatment I'll ask for more medication to stop the sores.

Overall I'm doing much better, thanks to the blessings of the Lord in answer to all of your prayers. This might be an example of Luke 18: 1 - 5; and the parable of the unjust judge:
"And he spake a parable unto them to this end, that men ought always to pray, and not to faint;
Saying, There was in a city a judge, which feared not God, neither regarded man:
And there was a widow in that city; and she came unto him, saying, Avenge me of mine adversary.
And he would not for a while: but afterward he said within himself, Though I fear not God, nor regard man;
Yet because this widow troubleth me, I will avenge her, lest by her continual coming she weary me."

I will have four more Rituxan treatements over the next four weeks, and, if things look good, I will have another PET (positron emission tomography - Google it!) scan, and, if things look real good, we could reduce the number of treatments!

Thank you all for your concern and prayers on my behalf. Father has taught me much about charity through your example. My heart is still harder than it should be, but, much softer than it was. But believe me, I'm not going to seek for any more dramatic spiritual progress any time soon!

More to come . . .

Saturday, May 1, 2010

The 'Original' - "Holy Griddle" Has a New HOME!!!

Yesterday, Garvin's dream and prayers have been answered...(seems he is on a roll in regards to the answering of his prayers...but, this one was a DELIGHTFUL reply...) (smile) He found a "home" for the "Holy Griddle"...Not only was the "griddle" released from the "storage unit" YESTERDAY, as well, but, Garvin bought a USED "3" year old trailer...that a "retired" man was selling...Seems this man RETIRED and decided in his retirement he would buy himself a RACE CAR...which of course, needed a "trailer"...After ONE YEAR, his WIFE...said..."Enough, get rid of it all!"...That was to be Garvin's fortunate moment...(smile)  I took pictures so that you all can see how Garvin's prayers were answered...He is one HAPPY CAMPER!!! Also, for once, the PRICE WAS RIGHT!!! Got a GREAT DEAL...and your know how Garvin loves to make "deals"...(smile)

He plans on BUILDING SHELVES and such for all the griddle gear...Plus, his camping and KITCHEN stuff...It, also, had the super "axle" he wanted, etc. (trailer was built in Ogden, Utah)  He showed me...where we can SLEEP...when we need to take the "griddle" places...(smile) You got to hand it to him...he has it ALL PLANNED OUT...(smile)



Thursday, April 29, 2010

YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!

I was in the kitchen minding my own business, as I was walking out, and out of the corner of my eye, I see something NEON GREEN, I look.... and then did a double take! Now I hate our table and chairs but what can you do when you are a poor starving married couple? But as I draw closer to this thing I became....astounded, appalled, blown away, so what did I do? I yelled, "JOEL!" I couldn't believe my eyes, what did I see? What did I SEE?
GUM!!!!.....GUM!!!!...........I turned to joel and gave him my best evil eye and asked, "how old are we?" and then we proceeded to laugh....what can I say! Joel is sooooo cute I couldn't stay mad at him for very long....this TOTALLY had to go on the blog.

(p.s. this is alisha's shirt that she left....what can I say he is all mine....)

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

The Living Saga of Garvin Smith - Are you Dying to Read It? Part 12

 My "port" to LIFE - CHEMO!
My chemo regimin consists of a once a week dose of Rituxan, and a once a month, three day dose of Cytoxin and Fludarabine. Today I started my second round of the three day chemo regimin getting the following drugs:
Ativan
Aioxi
Decadron
Zantac
Benadril
Rituxan
Cytoxin
Fludarabine
You may recognize some of the names like Zantac and Benadril. These are over the counter drugs that have a mitigating effect on the undesirable side effects of the chemo drugs.

I was facinated with the information on my "routing slip" that is generated in the oncoligist's office. It contains a list of the chemo drugs and it is checked for what a particular patient is getting. I want to publish the list. Since I am typing this blog entry, I WILL publish the list for my enjoyment, your possible enjoyment, and your disgust if you are a pure naturalist!
ABVD ( Adriamycin (doxorubicin), bleomycin, vinblastine and dacarbazine.) 4 hr. (it takes four hours to administer)
AC (Adriamycin and cyclophosphamide) or EC (Epirubicin or cyclophosphamide) 3 hr.
Aredia (Pamidronic acid) 1.5 hr.
Carbo-Taxol (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) qwk 3.5 hr.
Carbo-Txtere (Carboplatin and Docetaxel) qwk 3.5 hr.
CHOP (cyclophosphamide, hydroxydaunorubicin (doxorubicin), Oncovin (vincristine), and prednisone/prednisolone)3 hr.
R-CHOP (Rituxan, cyclophosphamide, hydroxydaunorubicin (doxorubicin), Oncovin (vincristine), and prednisone/prednisolone) 6 hour.
FOLFOX (FOL– Folinic acid (leucovorin)F – Fluorouracil (5-FU) OX – Oxaliplatin (Eloxatin) 4 hr.
FOLFIRI (FOL – folinic acid (leucovorin), a vitamin B derivative used as a "rescue" drug for high doses of the drug methotrexate and that modulates/potentiates/reduces the side effects of fluorouracil; F – fluorouracil (5-FU), a pyrimidine analog and antimetabolite which incorporates into the DNA molecule and stops synthesis; and
IRI – irinotecan (Camptosar), a topoisomerase inhibitor, which prevents DNA from uncoiling and duplicating. Cetuximab, a monoclonal antibody to epidermal growth factor receptor, is sometimes added to FOLFIRI.) 4 hr.
5FU/LV (Fluorouracil, Leucovorin) 3 hr.
TAC (docetaxel, which is commonly known as Taxotere®
doxorubicin, which was originally called Adriamycin®
cyclophosphamide.) or TEC 4 hr.
Abraxane (paclitaxel, approved January 2005 for cases where cancer did not respond to other chemotherapy or has relapsed) 1.5 hr.
Adriamycin (Doxorubicin or hydroxydaunorubicin)2 hr.
Alimta (Pemetrexed) 1 hr.
Avastin (Bevacizumab) .5 hr.
Bleomycin 1.5 hr.
Campath (Alemtuzumab) 2 hr.
Carbo (Coronaridine) 1.5 hr.
Cisplatin (cisplatinum, or cis-diamminedichloroplatinum) 3 hr.
Cytoxin (Cyclophosphamide or cytophosphane) 3 hr.
Dacogen (Decitabine or 5-aza-2'-deoxycytidine) 2 hr.
Doxil (Doxorubicin also known as hydroxydaunorubicin) 2 hr.
DTIC (Dacarbazine) 2 - 4 hr.
Epirubicin 2 hr.
Erbitux (Cetuximab) 2 hr.
Ethyol (Amifostine) IV/SQ 1.5 hr.
Faslodex (Fulvestrant, also known as ICI 182,780) .5 hr.
Fludarabine1.5
5 FU (Fluorouracil) 1 hr.
Gemzar (Gemcitabine) (90m) 3 hr.
Herceptin (Trastuzumab) 1 hr.
Interferon IV 2 hr.
Irinotecan 3 hr.
Methotrexate (1.5 hr.
Mitomycin 2 hr.
Navelbine (Vinorelbine) 2 hr.
Oncovin (Vincristine) 1.5 hr.
Oxaliplatin 3.5 hr.
Pentostatin (deoxycoformycin) 2 hr.
Rituxan (Rituximab) 4 hr.
Rocephin(Ceftriaxone) .5 hr.
Sandostatin(Octreotide) .5 hr.
Taxol(Paclitaxel) 2.5 hr.
Taxotere(Docetaxel) 3 hr.
Topotecan(Topotecan hydrochloride) 1.5 hr.
Torisel(Temsirolimus) 2 hr.
Treanda(Bendamustine) 1.5 hr.
Velban(Vinblastine) 1.5 hr.
Velcade(Bortezomib) 1 hr.
Vectibex 1.5 hr.
Vidaza(Azacitidine or 5-azacytidine) .5 hr.
Zoladex(Goserelin) .5 hr.
Zometa(Zoledronic acid or zoledronate) .5hr.
WHEW!
PICK YOUR POISON!!!!
I feel like looking each one of these up and finding out what they are used for!
Okay, I learned three important things:
1) Many of these drugs ave been developed in the last ten to fifteen years. These are relatively new chemo drugs.
2) Some of them have a natural base, like Vinblastine that comes from the Madagascar periwinkle plant; Taxotere, an extract from the rare Pacific yew tree Taxus brevifolia: Paclitaxel also from the Pacific yew; Vinorelbine, obtained by semi-synthesis from alkaloids extracted from the rosy periwinkle, and another one that I saw that comes from the bark of some tree.
3) many of these chmo drugs belong to the family of drugs called alkylating agents, that tend to make the body more alkaline than acidic, something Alternative Medical Practitioners have been preaching for years.
Interesting?

More to come after three days of this . . .

Friday, April 23, 2010

A "Love" Box...

We are SLOWLY moving into our new home...Opening each box...has been like opening presents at Christmas time...Never quite know...what I am going to find when I open them....(smile)

However, today...Garvin brought home this box...I had to take a picture of it...It brought back so MANY WONDERFUL SENTIMENTAL MEMORIES...but, the message...written on the top of this box....well...all I can say is...THANK YOU, Linda.......and ALL who made our "move" possible...

If my aching bones...is any indication...of all the HARD WORK...and MANY HANDS that MOVED US....on the Florida end....I can't believe...how TIRED ALL OF YOU MUST HAVE BEEN!!! My body is absolutely "worn OUT!!!" (smile) We are no where near FINISHED, either!!!  We had "3" storage units full...Garvin and Hyrum have nearly cleared out ONE....UNIT...

Monday, April 19, 2010

Thursday, April 15, 2010

The Living Saga of Garvin Smith - Are you Dying to Read It? Part 11

Okay. There have been entirely too many comments on how good I look. Aint Photoshop great! Seriously, this picture was taken at about 8:30 am, shortly after a nap, after a restful night’s sleep; after a nice dinner at Los Caporalles, the local Mexican restaurant in town! It was the first time I had eaten a full meal in three months. It was great!
Generally I don’t look so good. Debbie even commented after reading all the comments that “you generally don’t look that good.”
REPORT: JUST IN:
After Tuesday’s blood tests, the white count (WBC) was up from 0.9 to 2.2 (the reference is 3.0 – 10.0 for normal WBCs). There are two options: pump more Nuprin in me to further boost WBC production, or let my body try to produce on its own. My doctor’s philosophy is to let (make) the body do as much as possible on its own, so we are in a wait and see mode right now.
REPORT: EVEN NEWER JUST IN:
Today I had my meeting with the good/evil Ms. Rituxan. But this time we were prepared with even more drugs (four anti-reaction drugs instead of the normal two). I know you like to hear that Debbie!) But this time I had no problem sucking the IV without adverse reactions. AND I got my favorite Decatron steroid. I look forward to tomorrow morning when I will, as Dave Joslyn (my son-in-Law married to my darling daughter “Do No Wrong”) said: “emerge from chemo as an indestructible superhero capable of crushing any villain with your superhuman radioactive powers.” Actually, I just want to work and do things without collapsing from fatigue and exhaustion.
The Oncology nurse expressed concern that my red blood count and hemoglobin counts were so low. A blood transfusion was considered. I said “No!” A consultation was made with the oncology physician’s assistant (PA). Questions: “How are you feeling?” “Fine.” “Do you get dizzy when you stand up?” “Some people think I’m dizzy all the time! But, no.” “Are you fatigued?” “Not any more than normal considering the circumstances. I have always been a little anemic, even before I got cancer.” “Okay. No blood transfusion.” Whew! I dodged THAT bullet!
GENERAL HEALTH REPORT: My mouth is kind of healing. I developed blisters on my tongue and fever blisters on my lips and in my nose. It is extremely painful to eat some things. Brushing ones teeth is very difficult. It feels like your mouth is being run over by an Abrams M1A1 battle tank. I’m not really sure how THAT feels, but I did have an armored personnel carrier (APC) run over my mouth in the ‘Nam, but I was in a rice paddy at the time, so it was a little softer. But you get the idea. I could just not brush my teeth, but then you in other states might be able to tell. “Phew! What IS that smell!” But we do see some improvement in my mouth.
I continue to feel God’s tremendous love daily. Something happens every day that lets me know that He is aware of me, has heard my prayers and yours, and cares for me (and then by logical extension, He also cares for you). And even though I fail to live up to the great example of Jesus Christ in charity and love, I still feel His unrelenting, ever consistent, always offered charity and love for me and in my behalf. “I Feel My Savior’s Love” was never one of my favorite hymns, but it has grown on me and taken on new meaning. For those not familiar with the words:

I feel my Savior’s love
In all the world around me.
His Spirit warms my soul
Through everything I see.

I feel my Savior’s love;
Its gentleness enfolds me,
And when I kneel to pray,
My heart is filled with peace.

I feel my Savior’s love
And know that he will bless me.
I offer him my heart;
My shepherd he will be.

I’ll share my Savior’s love
By serving others freely.
In serving I am blessed.
In giving I receive.

Chorus
He knows I will follow him,
Give all my life to him.
I feel my Savior’s love,
The love he freely gives me

Have a nice weekend.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Our FIRST OVER NIGHTER...in our New Montana Home...

Eric Coles and Garvin
Garvin - 57 pounds lighter
It was so fun...to have our FIRST friend/family come...and spend the night with us...Eric Coles drove in from Idaho...and was the first to sleep all night in our "YELLOW" guest bedroom! (smile) We had just got the bed put together...! That was about all we had in the room...but, at least he didn't have to sleep on the floor! (smile)

P.S. NOTICE BEKAH...Dad still has some "hair"! (smile)

Thursday, April 8, 2010

The Living Saga of Garvin Smith - Are you Dying to Read It? Part 10

OUCH! Oweee, owweee, owweeeee!
Rituxan is a harsh mistress and a mean mistreater. Sucking on the chemo juice can be very painful. Since Rituxam targets the terrorist B-cell Lymphocytes, like an AC130 Gunship with quad miniguns firing 6,000 rounds a piece, a lot of death and destruction occurs at one time. One's lymph nodes start to hurt, then the aching pain increases as terrorist B-cell Lymphocytes die by the thousands. One finally cries out in pain, "Help me!" The oncology nurses check with the doctor. Decadron and Benadryl are ordered and the Retuxin stopped. Decadron (literally translated from a galaxy far, far, away, means, "ten drones", are sent in to clean up some of the mess and mask the pain. (Yes, Debbie, I believe some of this is for symptomatic relief from the death and destruction that is occurring.) Ahh! Relief! The pain slowly subsides and the Retuxin is restarted. I liken Retuxin to the nanites used in the most excellent movie "I Robot", to kill the out of control VIKI (Virtual Interactive Kinetic Intelligence) computer. Nanites (miniature robot computers) were injected into the controlling master main frame computer to erase (destroy) VIKI's memory, much like Rituxan is used to target and kill the B-cell Lymphocytes that don't have the memory code to die. This is only one reason "I Robot" is so choice: it so well mirrors real life!
I have six more visits with Ms. Rituxan over the next six weeks.
NOW THE BAD NEWS
My White Blood Cell count (WBC)dropped dramatically following the first three-day round of Rituximab, Fludarabine, Cytoxan. I have five more of these regimens scheduled for three days every four weeks, for the next five months. HOWEVER, I will see if that is negotiable downward, depending on my progress. But I digress.
Normal WBC reference range is 3.5 - 10 (that's 3,500,000 - 10,000,000). Mine is 0.9, or 900,000. All other blood numbers are also down. You want the numbers? See below, or skip past them.
WBC 0.9 (3.5 - 10)
RBC 2.94 (3.8 - 5.8) (Red Blood Cells)
HGB 8.8 (11 - 16.5) (Hemoglobin)
HCT 26.8 (35 - 50) (Hemocrit)
PLT 138 (150 - 390) (Platelets)
There is more, but you get the picture. SO,
I have to get shots of Neupogen and take Cipro for the next five days.
NEUPOGEN® is a man-made form of granulocyte colony-stimulating factor (G-CSF), which is made using the bacteria E coli. G-CSF is a substance naturally produced by the body. It stimulates the growth of neutrophils (nu-tro-fils), a type of white blood cell important in the body’s fight against infection.
CIPRO®(ciprofloxacin-hydrocholride) is a fluoroquinolone antibiotic and fights bacteria in the body. It's also a steroid (I feel stronger already!)
I will update after Monday's blood test.

More to come . . .

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

The Living Saga of Garvin Smith - Are you Dying to Read It? Part 9

Oh no! I got on the scale this morning and what did I see? I had gained a pound! And I was doing so well on my diet! My appetite is coming back, and I am moving things more freely now so I will have to be extra careful not to gain any more. This is the most successful diet I have ever been on. There are two other diets that I know work well also: the "Controlled Anexoric Diet," and the "German Concentration Camp Diet." Have you ever seen a fat anexoric person? Have you ever seen a fat concentration camp survivor? Now I can add the "Lymphoma Chemo Diet," to my "diet" of diets! Yes, they are rather drastic diets, but they get results!

More to come. . .

Sunday, April 4, 2010

The Living Saga of Garvin Smith - Are you Dying to Read It? Part 8

Rebekah is really interested in me losing my hair from the chemo. At first she was going to support me by shaving her head, but then her friends convinced here that that was too drastic an action to take. She then decided that if (when) my hair falls out, she would dye her hair "flaming red." She is so excited! You know Bekah - looking for ANY excuse to change her hair!
While the actual Rituxan chemo was painful (see previous posts) they have other fine chemicals to ease the pain. However, it's after the chemo regimen that is also interesting. I continued to get weaker on Thursday and Friday. I continued to work and move furniture to our house as best as I could with the great help of Hyrum. We always wondered why our first seven children were born within eight years and then Hyrum came along almost five years later. But now we can see the wisdom of God and His tender mercies and charity toward his children. There is NO WAY we could have moved into this house, while undergoing chemo, without the great help of Hyrum. God, who knows all things from the beginning, prepared a way for us to accomplish this move by having Hyrum born so much later that the other children.
As I said, I continued to get weaker on Thursday and Friday. Some other side effects of the chemo are congestion and diarrhea or constipation, depending on what drugs one actually gets. My body just doesn't want to expel its waste so it builds for days. This becomes so painful that I have developed a new appreciation for women who bear children. I can't even imagine their birthing pains.
So consequently, I don't necessarily want to eat. Nothing in, nothing out! This is probably not good (no food, no energy) and I grow weaker. I am starting to look like an elephant: big, but with gray sagging skin, no muscle tone, etc. This is a result of losing fifty pounds in about eleven weeks. Our initial, preliminary diagnosis of lymphoma was on January 15, 2010. I have started to do some small amount of exercise (believe me it's a minuscule amount) to help me get in some shape of health. Days when I eat, I look and feel pretty good but suffer major constipation pain. Days when I don't don't eat I don't look or feel so good, but I have no constipation pain. Just one more set of "horns of dilemma" to navigate in this life.
the good news is that the swollen lymph nodes that I could feel in my neck and groin have all but disappeared as hordes of B-cell lymphocytes are being killed and expelled. I will be very interested in seeing what my lymphocyte count will be Thursday, April 8, when I have my next Rituxan treatment.
I was a little concerned that this post may contain "too much information" but, hey, you don't have to read it!
Thank you for all your prayers, concern, love, charity, help, and support, that you have provided me and my family through this period.
It's going to be a wonderful Easter Sunday, where we celebrate the resurrection of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Words fail to express the level of gratitude I have for my knowledge of the Gospel of Jesus Christ, the great Plan of Salvation, the great Plan of Mercy, the great Plan of Love that is so freely given by our Father in Heaven.

More to come . . .

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

I Looked Out the Window and What Did I See....

I wanted to share with you...what I saw when I looked out our windows from our new Montana home this morning...OH...and the "rose"...MY FIRST PLANT for our new home...Hey...may be snow on the ground "outside"...but, I MUST have PLANTS around me...so, I gave me my first "home warming" GIFT!! (smile) Got to LOVE IT!!!! (smile)

Monday, March 29, 2010

The Living Saga of Garvin Smith - Are you Dying to Read It? Part 7

I got my first dose of Cytoxan, Fludarabine, and Rituxan today. We ran out of time so I only got a little Rituxan today. Interesting initial side effects. A flushed face for a few minutes, a tightening in the throat (like a Darth Vader discipline), then aching in the body like when you have the flu and you ache all over. I went home and then got pretty dizzy and had a small amount of dry heaves. I ate some cooked broccoli (yum, yum!) and seem to be doing better. My oncologist says that because of my overall excellent health, I can reduce my treatment regimen from five days a week to three days a week. (It must have been from all that bacon, cheese, pizza, and circus peanuts that I've eaten over the years!) In the words of the famous American philosopher, Grace Slick (Jefferson Airplane), "Just think, all those preservatives may be preserving you!" I just have to drink lots and lots of water to flush out the uric acid created by the mass murder of thousands of B cell lymphocytes. And people thought Stalin was bad! If I don’t flush my system, the high amount of uric acid can cause kidney failure. And we sure don’t want that! I ask if my changed eating habits can have a positive effect on remitting the lymphoma. He said no, but then went on to cite some longitudinal studies of families and eating habits in small Scandinavian towns, where it was discovered pretty much that, “You are what you eat,” or more likely, “You are what your ancestors ate.”

Follicular lymphoma is one of the most common types of non-Hodgkin’s lymphoma. More is understood about the abnormalities that occur in the lymphocytes leading to this type of lymphoma than in many other lymphomas. A hallmark of this type of lymphoma is the presence of too much of a protein called Bcl-2. A gene called Bcl-2 produces this protein, and the excess Bcl-2 allows the lymphocyte to live longer than is usual. Because the abnormal lymphocytes fail to die as happens during normal cell turnover, too many lymphocytes accumulate, eventually forming lymph node tumors. The reason for the overproduction of Bel-2 is also understood. All humans have 23 chromosomes-46 in all-that contain many, many genes. The genes are made up of DNA, and each contains the fundamental information necessary for the manufacture of a protein. The process responsible for making a protein from message contained in a gene is normally regulated very closely in order to prevent too much of a protein being produced. Sometimes genes can get moved from one chromosome to another, an event called translocation. In the follicular lymphomas, the gene for the production of Bcl-2 protein (called Bcl-2) gets moved from chromosome 18 to chromosome 14. On chromosome 14, Bcl-2 is placed next to another gene that gives it instructions to keep producing Bcl-2 protein. As mentioned previously, the Bcl-2 protein prevents the lymphocyte from dying at the right time. Normal lymphocytes are programmed to die at some point during their normal lifespan. This built-in death program is called apoptosis (programmed cell death) and is essentially a cell suicide program. If this process is blocked (e.g., by having too much Bcl-2), lymphocytes accumulate and lymphoma may result.

And some people believe that this level of evolution is a result of natural selection as explained by Darwin. Nice try Darwin, but I’d wager that even Darwin, seeing this level of information about the body today would reject his own theory! That means that people who ascribe to this theory probably believe Al Gore’s proposal that the polar ice caps will be gone in five years (as stated in a syndicated AP news article in hundreds of papers in November 2009). Ha ha!

Don’t even try to tell me there is no God!

Don’t even try.

More to come. . .

Saturday, March 27, 2010

The Living Saga of Garvin Smith - Are you Dying to Read It? Part 6

Okay, it’s official. The biopsy revealed that I possess a strain of incurable follicular lymphoma. While it is incurable, conventional medicine is able to beat it into remission with a 70% success rate, with a median life span of ten years before reoccurrence, but with a wide (one to twenty year) variance. My oncologist said that he has never seen a case that hasn’t been beat into remission. Now this can be viewed two ways: one; that the medical profession is being cautious with its statistics, or, two; for each new case that my oncologist sees cured it brings us closer to seeing the 30% that doesn’t get cured (statistically speaking, of course). After discussion with my oncologist, we decided upon an altered chemotherapy approach, as the R-CHOP method Rituximab, Cyclophosphamide (Cytoxan), Hydoxydaunorubicin (doxorubicin), Oncovin (vincristine), and Prednisolone was just too scary. However, after researching our alternate plan, it’s not much better: Rituximab, Fludarabine, Cytoxan, and Prednisone. (sounds almost evil, doesn’t it?)
I started the Prednisone yesterday. This is a member of the glucocorticoid class of hormones. This means they are steroids but, unlike the anabolic steroids that we hear about regarding sports medicine, these are "catabolic" steroids. Instead of building the body up, they are designed to break down stored resources. Glucocorticoids hormones are produced naturally by the adrenal glands.
The uses of glucocorticoids (like Prednisone) include cancer chemotherapy (especially in the treatment of lymphoma) Prednisone is activated by the patient's liver into Prednisolone. Prednisone is effective in destroying the lymphocyte cells that are a major problem with lymphomas. Your body creates some 17,000 lymphocytes a day, and they are programmed to die at a certain time so that the indicated reference number of lymphocytes in a normal person is 1,000 to 1,100. When I first sought treatment, about two months ago, my lymphocyte number was 5,300. Yesterday that number was 23,000! It is time. . . for the “juice” (chemotherapy)!
Chemotherapy is the general term for any treatment involving the use of chemical agents to stop cancer cells from growing. Chemotherapy can eliminate cancer cells at sites great distances from the original cancer. As a result, chemotherapy is considered a systemic treatment. Chemotherapy works by destroying cancer cells; unfortunately, it cannot tell the difference between a cancer cell and some healthy cells. So chemotherapy eliminates not only the fast-growing cancer cells but also other fast-growing cells in your body, including, hair and blood cells. Some cancer cells grow slowly while others grow rapidly. As a result, different types of chemotherapy drugs target the growth patterns of specific types of cancer cells. Each drug has a different way of working and is effective at a specific time in the life cycle of the cell it targets.
An undesirable consequence of chemotherapy affecting your body—not related to your cancer—is referred to as a complication of treatment, or a side effect. Some common side effects of chemotherapy are:
• Low white blood cell count
• Low red blood cell count
• Low platelet count
• Nausea
• Vomiting
• Hair loss
• Fatigue
Some side effects may be temporary and uncomfortable. Some can cause dose reductions and treatment delays or even be life-threatening.
I start taking Rituximab, Fludarabine, and Cytoxan on Monday. Rituximab is a newer drug (approved 1997) that destroys both normal and malignant B cells that have CD20 on their surfaces, and is therefore used to treat diseases which are characterized by having too many B cells, overactive B cells or dysfunctional B cells, like Lymphoma. B cells are lymphocytes that play a large role in the humoral immune response (as opposed to the cell-mediated immune response, which is governed by T cells). The principal functions of B cells are to make antibodies against antigens, perform the role of antigen-presenting cells (APCs) and eventually develop into memory B cells after activation by antigen interaction. B cells are an essential component of the adaptive immune system. Follicular B cells (FO B cells) are a type of B cell that reside in primary and secondary lymphoid follicles (containing germinal centers) of secondary and tertiary lymphoid organs, including spleen and lymph nodes. As shown above, in my case it’s the B cells that are out of control. Rituximab (Rituxan) is a new type of drug known as a monoclonal antibody, meaning it's 'trained' to do a very specific job within the body—something like a 'magic bullet'. Rituximab's narrow job is to seek out B-cell lymphocytes by finding a certain protein on the surface of the cell, and kill them.
Fludarabine is highly effective in the treatment of chronic lymphocytic leukemia, and is classified as an antimetabolite. Antimetabolites are very similar to normal substances within the cell. When the cells incorporate these substances into the cellular metabolism, they are unable to divide. Antimetabolites are cell-cycle specific. They attack cells at very specific phases in the cycle. Cancer is characterized by cell division, which is no longer controlled as it is in normal tissue. "Normal" cells stop dividing when they come into contact with like cells, a mechanism known as contact inhibition. Cancerous cells lose this ability. Cancer cells no longer have the normal checks and balances in place that control and limit cell division. The process of cell division, whether normal or cancerous cells, is through the cell cycle. The cell cycle goes from the resting phase, through active growing phases, and then to mitosis (division).
The ability of chemotherapy to kill cancer cells depends on its ability to halt cell division. Usually, the drugs work by damaging the RNA or DNA that tells the cell how to copy itself in division. If the cells are unable to divide, they die. The faster the cells are dividing, the more likely it is that chemotherapy will kill the cells, causing the tumor to shrink. They also induce cell suicide (self-death or apoptosis).
Chemotherapy drugs that affect cells only when they are dividing are called cell-cycle specific. Chemotherapy drugs that affect cells when they are at rest are called cell-cycle non-specific. The scheduling of chemotherapy is set based on the type of cells, rate at which they divide, and the time at which a given drug is likely to be effective. This is why chemotherapy is typically given in cycles.
Cytoxan (Cyclophosphamide) is a drug that is used primarily for treating several types of cancer. In order to work, cyclophosphamide first is converted by the liver into two chemicals, acrolein and phosphoramide. Acrolein and phosphoramide are the active compounds, and they slow the growth of cancer cells by interfering with the actions of deoxyribonucleic acid (DNA) within the cancerous cells. It is, therefore, referred to as a cytotoxic drug. Unfortunately, normal cells also are affected, and this results in serious side effects. Cytoxan also suppresses the immune system and is also referred to as immunosuppressive.
So, there you have it. I apologize to any oncologists who are wincing at my brief and incomplete and possibly somewhat incorrect (due to its incompleteness) information. We all know what that’s like: when a fledgling novice tries to explain our area of expertise.
As I researched these chemo drugs and their effect on the human body (pretty drastic I must confess) I discovered an inkling of the complexity and beauty of the human body and thought about how fun it would be to be a medical doctor (maybe I’ll go back to school!) to study this complex beauty. For example I discovered that the human body makes millions of different types of B cells each day that circulate in the blood and lymphatic system performing the role of immune surveillance. They do not produce antibodies until they become fully activated. Each B cell has a unique receptor protein (referred to as the B cell receptor (BCR)) on its surface that will bind to one particular antigen. The BCR is a membrane-bound immunoglobulin, and it is this molecule that allows the distinction of B cells from other types of lymphocyte, as well as being the main protein involved in B cell activation. Once a B cell encounters its cognate antigen and receives an additional signal from a T helper cell, it can further differentiate into one of the two types of B cells listed below (plasma B cells and memory B cells). The B cell may either become one of these cell types directly or it may undergo an intermediate differentiation step, the germinal center reaction, where the B cell will hypermutate the variable region of its immunoglobulin gene ("somatic hypermutation") and possibly undergo class switching.
B cells exist as clones. All B cells derive from a particular cell, and thus, the antibodies their differentiated progenies (see below) produce can recognize and/or bind the same components (epitope) of a given antigen. Such clonality has important consequences, as immunogenic memory relies on it. The great diversity in immune response comes about because there are up to 109 clones with specificities for recognizing different antigens. A single B cell or a clone of cells with shared specificity upon encountering its specific antigen divides to produce many B cells. Most of such B cells differentiate into plasma cells that secrete antibodies into blood that bind the same epitope that elicited proliferation in the first place. A small minority survives as memory cells that can recognize only the same epitope. However, with each cycle, the number of surviving memory cells increases. The increase is accompanied by affinity maturation which induces the survival of B cells that bind to the particular antigen with high affinity. This subsequent amplification with improved specificity of immune response is known as secondary immune response. B cells that encounter antigen for the first time are known as naive B cells.

Plasma B cells (also known as plasma cells) are large B cells that have been exposed to antigen and produce and secrete large amounts of antibodies, which assist in the destruction of microbes by binding to them and making them easier targets for phagocytes and activation of the complement system. They are sometimes referred to as antibody factories. An electron micrograph of these cells reveals large amounts of rough endoplasmic reticulum, responsible for synthesizing the antibody, in the cell's cytoplasm. These are short lived cells and undergo apoptosis when the inciting agent that induced immune response is eliminated. This occurs because of cessation of continuous exposure to various colony stimulating factors required for survival.
Memory B cells are formed from activated B cells that are specific to the antigen encountered during the primary immune response. These cells are able to live for a long time, and can respond quickly following a second exposure to the same antigen.
B-1 cells express IgM in greater quantities than IgG and their receptors show polyspecificity, meaning that they have low affinities for many different antigens, but have a preference for other immunoglobulins, self antigens and common bacterial polysaccharides. B-1 cells are present in low numbers in the lymph nodes and spleen and are instead found predominantly in the peritoneal and pleural cavities.
B-2 cells are the conventional B cells most texts refer to. These are called B-2 Bombers and are now used to bomb other countries into oblivion and are stealth as they fly to their missions! Just kidding!
Marginal-zone B cells
Follicular B Cells
A critical difference between B cells and T cells is how each lymphocyte recognizes its antigen. B cells recognize their cognate antigen in its native form. They recognize free (soluble) antigen in the blood or lymph using their BCR or membrane bound-immunoglobulin. In contrast, T cells recognize their cognate antigen in a processed form, as a peptide fragment presented by an antigen presenting cell's MHC molecule to the T cell receptor.
Anyway, as I lay musing on this complex beauty of only this one very small aspect of the human body, I commented to Debbie about it, and how I was amazed that certain cells are activated by “need”, that they have “memory”, and can “learn” what role is needed and become that role! Debbie said, “Knowing this, there is no way one can deny the existence of a God.” What a beautiful concept! How can any medical doctor deny creation by a greater intelligence? I’m confident that there are some medical doctors out there who do not believe in God. I cannot go to that medical doctor for advice. To even think, or to even imagine that there is not a greater being that we, borders on lunacy and idiocy. Just think of the one Item I discussed above. And medical doctors don’t even know all there is about B-cells as it is!
I testify that there is a God in yonder heavens and that he is aware of you and me. He created us, complete with more complex beauty than just B-cells. He is our Father and His love is infinite and incomprehensible. If we ask, He will give. I asked for the gift of faith, the gift of charity, and the gift of gratitude, with real intent to do and go through whatever He required. He has provided more than I could have ever imagined. Believe me. But I have also grown closer to Him than I could have ever imagined. I love Him more than I could have ever imagined. I testify that He lives.
More to come. . .

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Alisha's 25th Birthday (03/22/2010)

The bestest looking of the group!
Nathan having fun with the whipped cream


Want some?
Happy Birthday
Alisha won...



Sarah and Alisha